I have always been scared. Scared of the unknown. Getting hurt. Living alone. Being left. Not having enough money. Not being liked or pretty enough or smart enough or sexy enough. Making mistakes. Enduring physical assault. Feeling pain. I lived a very long time allowing my fears to live for me. When my marriage was … More Today, these are my fears
I see now how my deep inner fears held me back from so much in my former life. (Check out Part One) I say former because I don’t live like that anymore. I can’t. I could never go back to what was. Honestly, I forced myself. I forced myself to have a social life. … More Letting my fear win (no more)…Part Two
I have always been afraid. Of what? I don’t know exactly. Of not being perfect. Of not being talented enough. Of not having enough money. Of all the what if’s that would overtake my mind. Because of this inner fear, I didn’t do a lot. I would always hesitate and then make excuses of why … More Letting My Fear Win…Part One
Lovely in the Dark 